But it can only go up from here right? Well smart person that I am I have managed to screw my life over in about 2-3 weeks...
I broke up with a friend of mine I thought I'd try dating and now one of our friends will not talk to me. She also is like..."head of the group" so I can't really hang out with any of them. And I guess one of my other friends that I dated for 2 years won't talk to me because I was "smothering" him....called too much apparently....so over about two weeks I've lost about 5 friends. Gotta be a record or something. So I have about 3 people I talk to now... I've been sulking for about a week and I'm about ready to drop everything and go stay with a friend on the other side of the state just to get away from everyone. So long story short...I'm angsty right now...if you were to ask me I'd say my life sucks....but I'm trying to be optimistic, I'm getting to know new people at college and I've become good friends with a guy at my work. All in all it seems to be getting better slowly and I'm keeping a positive attitude for the most part. I have relapses sometimes but not too bad....maybe i need to get back on my happy pills or something...

In other news, college keeps me busy so I haven't reallt drawn in a while but I have some older stuff I might try to scan in this weekend if I find the time. My new computer is running but not hooked to the internet yet. Anywho...you might see new art stuff in a few days. <3 you guys. Peace.